This week

This was an interesting week to say the least. I worked very hard Mon. and Tues and then was home on Wed. I thought it would be a good day, get up spend a few hours with the kids and then send the girls off and relax. I must have been crazy, it couldnt have been further away from the truth. Wed. turned into a big giant fiasco. First I had a big communication mishap with dingle dorf, and then when things finally calmed down from that I spent the rest of the day on the computer. Thurs. I spent the day trying to be flexible at work, and repeated that again Fri. I have been trying to work on not taking ownership of everything and everyone. It is something I really struggle with because I try to solve everything and somethings just shouldnt be solved. I have been very frustrated at work, our numbers are down and we are just not getting the volumns that we anticipated. That interprets out to not getting the hours that I need. It has really created a tremendous amount of stress. I think that balances out again to the fact Linna is being taught an old lesson AGAIN......... I must really have a thick skull. I need to rely on my heavenly father because Fri. I pulled all my xmas money out to pay bills. I was heart broken because I dont know if I will be able to replace it and I cant just skimp on xmas. Anyway, I put the rest in his hands and sure enough, sat. morning I had the opportunity to work. I truly was a blessing. I was on my last straw and I didnt know how else it was going to turn out. What a marvelous thing.
Stephen has been a absolute saving grace. He is always so good to try to help. He really sucked up this weekend. I know he was hoping to get in a lot of friend time and that totally didn't happen. He had such a great attitude about it. He was very good to help out every day and was very positive about being alone, even when I know he didnt want to be. I sure appreciate his goodness.
I havent seen the girls since Wed. morning. I hope they had a good time. I have missed them, and always do when they are gone. It will be good to have them back.
I have spent a fair amount of time reflecting on my friends this week. I have so many wonderful people that I consider friends. What a wonderful support system I have. To know that so many truly magnificent people are there to comfort, laugh, cry, love, support, share my burdens, relieve my stress, buy me hamburgers, bring me treats, is a blessing. I appreciate you so much. The ways that you inspire me to be better......... Thankyou so much.